Perfect time to blog..

Got tormented whole night by the marvelous bands blasting their bases and stereos right under my room, which completely destroyed my mood :( which makes it a perfect time to blog because I blog only when I'm in extreme modes.

Talked to A* recently, and realized that i told him something which is quite right.

Love is a template. We go around using the same template on different people we get the person who fits perfectly.

Now I wonder- is it possible and is it fair to reuse the templates without leaving any damage to the template.

Now I wonder- should a new template to be made every single time the person changes.

Now I wonder- could love damage one person that easily, when he or she tried so hard to fit into the template and got rejected, and in the end quited with distorted figures.

Now I wonder- is everyone as malleable as metals, which can be remade into new shapes and rebound once heat is applied.

Now I do wonder about lots of matters. LOL

Why torture myself though :)

Just some food for thoughts.

Yours sincerely, Polin

HOW CHILDISH COULD ONE BE?

Realised recently people have been using Facebook as a medium to 'attack' the others..I don't understand what the hell is wrong with you..you're not prince charming..you're no millionaire..you're no movie star..why in the world would i leave something that i already have for you..you overestimated yourself..you over-valued yourself..you're just a normal person who thinks that you're beyond everybody else..you think ppl fall for you all over the place..as a friend i do care about you..but i dont think i deserve this type of treatment..you have NO RIGHTS to tamper my feelings this way because just to let you know..i am human too..please stop behaving like a child..you say you love her then fine..do whatever you like and it has NOTHING to do with me..i dont lose a single thing..you wanna brag about what you both have..and ended up being laughed by me when i realized it was just you trying to mock me..ironic isnt it..i have better things to do than to play this game with you..all i did was asking..whatever loser..ciao~

:)

很久很久没有更新部落格了。这几个月以来， 发生的事情可真多，让我有不少感慨。。

做人可不要那么骄傲，我相信有一天，上天会让你承受你让我过的日子。

你的无情对待，我不奉还，是我从所发生的一切学习。

我不再蛮横，而是一个男人背后的小女人。

我对你道歉， 并不代表你赢了，因为我不需要你的原谅，你早已原谅了我，是你不敢承认。

你无权糟蹋我的感受。

你让我看清你的真面目。。或许是你承受不了而改变了你的为人，不是往好的方面，而是让我觉得幸运，不再和你纠缠。

麻烦你把你的女人控制好，不要对我发出那没有诚意的笑。我终于明白她对我说的不是，因为她妒忌。可笑。她和你一样，把人家给踩了，爬着上。拜托，她玩不起，比不上。

不管你告诉她些什么，只证明你只会说谎。我遵守我的诺言，你呢？

你的诺言，永远只是用口说，说得多么动听。

我不需要甜言蜜语，只需要一颗真诚的心。

我们成为幸福的小伙子，也多亏你的帮忙，谢谢你。

HoHoHo

Merry Christmas to all!!Had a great Christmas eve with my beloved one :)Shall celebrate Christmas Day with my loved ones too!

Rock-a-bye Baby :)

Rock-a-bye, baby, in the tree top
When the wind blows the cradle will rock
When the bough breaks the cradle will fall
Down will come baby, cradle and all


Baby is drowsing, cosy and fair
Mother sits near in her rocking chair
Forward and back, the cradle she swings
Though baby sleeps, he hears what she sings


Rock-a-bye baby, do not you fear
Never mind, baby, mother is near
Wee little fingers, eyes are shut tight
Now sound asleep - until morning light

CHESSSSSSSS

CHESS..this GACC ar..

hmmmm...came back all the way to KL with nothing to do..OMG..sigh..

what am I supposed to do now..rot in my room???

BOREEEEEEEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Love you mummy daddy

went grocery shopping with mum yesterday..

Me:Mum, can i get this honey star??

Mum: Sure, but take the tiny boxes so it won't get spoilt so soon.

Me: YAY!

At that moment I felt like I was a KID all over again..

How i pester my parents to get me stuffs..

I am not from a super wealthy family..but my parents managed to give me anything i asked for(within limits)..

my childhood was colourful, as colourful as you can imagine :)

you can have all the money in the world but you couldnt exchange it for MY PARENTS..muahahahhaha..

thank you mummy and daddy..

LOVE YOU ALL!!

p/s yes i know..you too Szeting :)